Black: Ferrofluid, White: Non-Newtonian fluid of corn starch and water. Love em both. :D
Sigma, Andy C, and Rusko show last night. Thanks to Bassrush and 5 hour energy lol (Taken with instagram)
This will always be one the most beautiful piano pieces I’ve ever heard.
Anyways, I feel like I’m getting insomnia again. Don’t be surprised if you randomly start seeing pictures of stuff from me soon enough.
I’m pretty sure I don’t have friends anymore. I’ve been getting caught up with everything that I want to do/need to do that I don’t spend enough time to just go out and kick it. When I do have time to go out and kick it, I don’t even know who to hit up anymore because I don’t know if I am close to them enough just to hit them up outta the blue to hang out.
If you ARE my friend and reading this, don’t be offended. I don’t try to push people away, avoid you, or even ignore you, its just what I’ve done since I was a child as a defense mechanism. I am a hermit at heart. I am always afraid to let people TOO close to me because I’m afraid of not living up to expectations.
I rarely care what other people think, but once I consider people friends, I feel that I have to live up to something. That if I don’t do it, I will not be worthy enough to be their friend.
This is one insecurity that is hard to break. Its still gonna be a while til it does.